MY LIFE IS CHANGING!

ugh.

alot of things have been on my mind lately.
i love my friends and i love my life as it is, but i feel that god is telling me that it is time to go. i've decided to move to california mid to late june. i will be living in a nice apartment in carlsbad ca. im not alone in this move. waiting for me there is one of my good high school friends ashley who i will be rooming with. i have been contemplating this move for a while now, and everytime i think about it, i get butterflies. until a really good friend gave me some really good advice.

i was talking with this person about my fears of leaving all that i have and know when he spoke thes wise words...

"remember sean, moving can be scary, but you have to look at it this way... you are not leaving everything you know, you still have all that with you, jesus just gets to show you NEW things in the process. and as far as homesickness, and the rest, those are completely normal feelings and im always here for you."

so, while driving today at work, i started to see that i believe in God, but am i really putting my FAITH in him? am i really turning my life over and giving him FULL control? i was sitting at a stoplight when i just decided to give in... give in to him. i know what i want to do, but now i know that im going to accept what God has for me. FAITH. its in your hands now, God.

i have to remember HE DIED FOR ME... so the least i can do is LIVE FOR HIM.

"prayer is key, faith unlocks the door." unknown author.